Well, as many of my friends from back home know, I'm originally from Montana. Well, first Oregon, then Montana, and now Colorado, but still.
Anyway, I just got back from the fair and as I was sifting through the crowds of people to get back to the car, I noticed one of my old friends from up here. Well, I was about to go talk to her when she looked at me and gave me a glare that had something that said 'who the hell are you?' in it. For some reason, it pained me to see her look at me like that. We used to be, literally, best friends. And now...now she doesn't even give me a passing glance. I guess it just goes to show you that people move on...but really, I wish that I still could have remained friends with them. I haven't spoken to any of my old friends in years...I guess that's why they've forgotten me and no longer care if they see me. I swear, I saw three of my old friends today...and they all gave me the same look. I dunno, I hate it. I guess I've been given that look for so long now that when I see it on the faces of those that I used to care about and call my friends, it hurts.
But life just sucks like that...and I hate that factor of life that nothing stays the same. But that's how life is supposed to be. Nothing is supposed to ever stay the same. And quite frankly, that just isn't ******** fair...
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The Lies She Wrote
Lost within the deep confines of her mind, the girl wrote about her life as best she could. Despite the fact that over half of what she wrote was a total and complete lie. [no, that doesn't apply to me...]
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