My heart is breaking, Hasn't had the chance to heal, Memories are re-surfing, Causing me to feel.
My tears are falling, Never seem to dry, It's been so hard, But I still try.
I can't ignore the past, Some of it's so far away, But the recent events, Seem intent to stay.
It's hard to take, Can bring me down low, But I never appear sad, I refuse to let my feelings show.
And I smile in front of others, Don't want them pitying me, In my own time, I'll set my worries free.
I can't stop the hurt, How I feel inside, Such a long time ago, The light in me died.
I haven't stopped searching, Always tried to fight, I convince myself I'm fine, But I'm not all right.
I'm getting tired of struggling, Just to get through, I don't wanna give in, But I don't know what to do.
i wrote this and my two first two entry almost a year ago aftr my heart was broken but now it has been mended bak together and i nevr wish for it to break again
EmOxDrEAm14 · Thu Jul 19, 2007 @ 05:44am · 0 Comments |