Yeah, well I'm so bored that I actually think I'm going to make a journal entry, I read somewhere it's a good way to deal with stress/depression, lol.
The Night: Well, since technically after 12 it is a new day that's where I'll start off. Well around 11:30 or after 12 I don't recall exactly, I got depressed (What a change huh? lol). So anyways, after practicing the knife trick with a pen I got my knife...and got rather...meh No one's going to read this so I don't have to explain to myself hahaha. Anyways afterwards I keeped talking to Bianca, she's so crazy and awesome xD and I started watching South Park: The Movie, Bigger, Longer and Uncut, god I ******** love that movie. "Hey don't call me fat you butt ******** son of a b***h!" And then B cheered me up but then Family Guy reminded me I was depressed, ******** love episodes >.<; Then she totally fooled me, damn my trusting nature -.-; And well pretty much after 4 AM she had to leave so I went to sleep...Oh ya for future reference, never fall alseep without a shirt on...
The Morning: Does after 10 AM still count as morning? Anyways, my mom woke me up to go lock the door behind her because she lost her keys...again. So anyways, I'm usually really quick on my feet in the morning but not quick enough today, she noticed the dried blood on my arms >.> and ********, as soon as she entered "Levantate, necesito que, QUE TE PASO EN TU BRASO!?!" as soon as I heard that I went "OH ********! OH ********! ******** ME >.<;" in my mind, I quickly tried to pull my blanket over my head and arms, but she keeped trying to look. Luckily she was in a hurry to get to work, so she kinda ignored it like she usually does and walked off yelling "Ven a cerar la puerta!" and I followed after her, waiting of course for her to be out the door before going into the living room. Anyways afer I looked the door I spent about 30 minutes trying to figure out what to do. I decided to deal with it later and got some cereal and checked Gaia and Myspace. Of course like usual, no messages lol.
The Afternoon: Well after checking Gaia and Myspace I decided to take a hot shower, as anyone who deals with cuts often, hot water works miracles for healing the skin. After spending like an hour cleaning my cuts and running hot water on it I got out of the shower and got dressed. I decided to call my mom at work as to not seem suspicious, I could immediately hear in her voice that she was wondering about the blood/cuts. I played it off like usual, "Eh...no se por que tengo cortadas, creo que fue mis peros cuando me brincaron" she seemed to have bought it...just got to be more careful next time. So anyways after that I started watching tv, I watched Spin City and right now I'm watching Darhma and Greg. Right now I think I'm going to finish watching South Park again then probably kill a few people on Halo...bloody violence always brings joy to my heart >:3
Later Tonight: Well, I'm not sure exactly what I'm going to do later tonight, one thing's for sure I'm going to the gym. Probably won't do much before or after that. I just hope my mom doesn't want to look at my arm when she gets back from work, the only reason she noticed the fresh cuts was because the blood was still there, but not even an idiot could miss the other scars >.> and if she does notice them well then I don't know what' going to happen. Perhaps I shouldn't do anything till at least after the Comic-con but oh well, I don't usually plan when I do those kinds of things. Hopefully later this week on Friday I can get a few of my friends to go to see Chuck & Larry, it looks ******** funny "I got maxiepads!" "We're gay not transexual!" ROFL. So far my friend Mike and Ian said they'd want to go. So that'll be cool, I'll have to call a few others to see if I can't get a couple more. Going to the movies is no fun alone...actually anything alone isn't too fun xD Anyways that's all for now, you know, I feel a little better, this s**t actually works, hahaha. Maybe I'll do it regularly if I get bored enough.
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