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On October 14, 2004 (thursday), a chick named katie died at our school. She had a brain tumor that DOCTORS couldnt find. Couldnt...couldnt....well theres one thing you learn today (for some of those who havent learned), doctors are not 100% trustworthy. and it had me thinking because she died at 2:30 in the morning of that day. and it all started with a coma on monday of that week. Very close cousin of death I should say. And the reason why im writing it down is because...im am sadden..not because I knew her, or just to say i am.
It was because my friends knew her, and I didnt. And she was that person near you somewhere in lunch time and you never had to chance to ever say hi to that person. I wish I knew her cuz then I would atleast know what she would look like and probabaly be a nice friend to her (as to all of her friends). Then this happened when I told my mom about the girl who died, is there a heaven when we die? or a hell? or do we roam around earth for all eternity till earths time is up?..or do we just shut off like a computer..and never be touched again? I wish to find that out..but without dying..but thats not possible..stuff thats not in the limits of our hands is not possible for us to do...sure it is you may say because weve reaced the moon, we have vaccines, we have transportation, ...I guess i should just stop here for now.....i hope this should keep you guys thinking a bit i guess...i wonder why i cant seem to do this with my homework/classwork...