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god i dont know if i can live.....
its getting worse now and i been going to a clinic here in mexico.....for the past 3weeks....this week i had thereapy where i could see my aura,,,,, turns out its black at frist but after sleeping for an hour my ture aura is pink with light and dark green surrending it....my aunt sawed it and she loved it she said i had a very good heart unlike som people who stay with me....i love my cousin but i feel like slapping her to get that spoiled att, out......
and i havnt bee eating
because some food here is bad....

last night we leraned how to dance a song and.....we (the girls) have to act sexyish......with our dance partner......
my partner in named herado...
hes nice we dont talk much but he reminds me alot of ryan expect hes lighter and his eyebrows are diff than ryans.....
that night after saying goodnight to him made me sad because not too long ago i sawed him walking and i felt screaming in english RYAN RYAN
but its not him crying
the party is next week the 3 weeks later im comiung back.......
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crying i miss him