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Hawk's World of Wonder! No, I don't sell MODchips...
Wherein Hawk drove back the oppressors with a pointy stick.
What is this feeling so strong...
There are two feelings I'm feeling right now after reading through something important that are hard to deal with alone, let alone together.

One of them is the extreme and deep love I have for Monica. I'm more resolute than ever about moving to be with her as soon as possible and starting a life where not only I can be happy, but where I can make her happy. She's had so many things go wrong and I'll be damned if I let anyone try to stop me from righting those things in my own way.

The other...Is pure, violent anger. It's really hard for me to type right now because my hands are shaking so bad and I'm having to take my time with this. Right now, I feel bloodlust and white-hot rage for the first time ever in my entire life. I absolutely HATE someone right now, and I've never truly hated anyone before in my life. This person has brought me over the edge of reason and if I EVER see him in real life or he even attempts to do something that causes me even the slightest anger again...

I will ******** kill him. Period.

There will be no remorse because for the first time in my life, I want someone to die and I want it to be at my hands...






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Jagermeister
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commentCommented on: Sun Apr 17, 2005 @ 10:27pm
O_O;

Wow.


commentCommented on: Sun Apr 17, 2005 @ 11:12pm
There are some people that just need to be killed. All they do is cause pain and misery to people and will never learn from their mistakes. They're selfish, arrogant and quite unintelligent. The worst combination of human personalities. I understand enough about you to know that if you hate someone this much, they must be one of these people. Rip the ******** throat out. And the best of luck to you and Monica, you two deserve it.



NogginDew
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Aavistus Siivet
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commentCommented on: Mon Apr 18, 2005 @ 04:44am
For someone so calm with their emotions, there are times when you just need to let it out. I certainly wouldn't blame you if you killed him. And no one should. Emotions are run on other human emotions. If someone irks you, then you act upon it, no one should blame you for it. And visa-versa. We live in a world full of contrast, clashing and ignorance. How did mankind survive this long... .__.


commentCommented on: Mon Apr 18, 2005 @ 06:45am
Sweet. Primal rage.

If you do go through with it, when you're done, it's neat to reflect upon the act, and how quickly things seemed to happen.



Luther Dark
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