Okay so today has been shitty. Bored all day, Then have a big huge arguement with Paul for no reason 'Cos I just well, went skits on him for no reason Then told him to do something really bad.. The night just got really bad.. && like usual I froze out.. Well.. Not the usual just "mute" But, I went into my own world. I could only hear muffled noises, see blurrs, A sinking feeling, Couldnt talk, it's hard to explain.. but I was aware everything was going wrong. Until it sends me into a tearful fit?
He took me inside where we didnt really speak. But atleast didnt argue? I still couldnt talk but I had a sense of it not mattering.. We spoke a little I cleaned mess up.. I've come home. We aren't sorted. But theres a promise of sorting it tomorrow?
Tomorrow will be a s**t day. 9yr anniversary of Paul Moore. I nearly lost BOTH Pauls =/
I'm just reallllly sorry Paul if you read this.. I didnt mean for it all to happen..
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[Nympho] Whore · Sun Jun 17, 2007 @ 11:31pm · 0 Comments |