Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Uhg. Kc didn't go to school today once again.

And guess what her reason is this time? Their new puppy kept waking her up all night and she was so tired that it felt like her eyes were being stabbed.

Guess what, Kc? WELCOME TO MY LIFE. My eyes ache on an almost 24-hour basis due to allergies, random sleep schedual, and too much lappy time. I see no reason why a lack of sleep should effect you so greatly unless you were bright enough to stay up past 11 before going to bed with 7-week-old puppy.

If I hadn't mentioned in previous entries. Monday night, earlier this week, I only had about 4 hours of sleep because I was incapable of actually dozing off until 1 in the morning and I wake up at 5:30. Not only that, but I could hear Charlie walking around before I even had a chance to close my eyes so I had to go and chase him back to bed. But it doesn't stop there. The fire-alarm in my bedroom went off at 2;30 because it ran out of batteries or something and that kept be up for a good 10 minutes because it went off more than once. And I still went to school. If she actually DID go to sleep at 11 or 10 and had short intervals when the puppy needed to use the bathroom which would take about one and one half of an hour out of the sleep schedual. She is also a HEAVY sleeper and I doubt it would be difficult for her to drift back to sleep.

I'm sorry Kc, but all of us think you're pulling one big con. I can't even believe your parents let you do it so much because you might as well s**t on all the money that's spent on you for school, medications, food, therapy, what-have-you!

God...I'm sorry but it just bothers me so much. If you don't want to get better, stop taking all the medications and just get sick naturally instead of pretending to so much of an extent that you're getting pitty points from passers-by and they each try to give you a hand but for some reason, you're legs suddenly 'give in' and they carry you the rest of the way. They're right when they say that too much of a good thing is a bad thing because its like taking a dose of heaven that you can't get enough of so you just lap it on up, don't you? Its nothing to be ashamed of, plenty of people do it. But when everyone close to you can see through the silk covers and dirt and s**t, the least you can do is not let them down with more s**t. It would actually shock us if you told the exact truth WITHOUT saying that it wasn't because of this essay or because you woke up and couldn't move but you still didn't call a doctor or go to the hospital. And when you actually do tell the truth, I bet nobody's going to believe you anyways because it sounds exactly like all the lies...

And all the roads we have to walk are winding.
And all the lies that people sell are blinding.
There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how...