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Why does this keep happening to me? i just cant get a break, ever! problems just keep rising and rising until i finally get sick from them (literally). i might as well vent myself to al you non existnt people... ok forst off jamie invited me to prom. duh. as a guest. just for the dance. anyway he was taking me, meco, his gf(megan), his dad and mom. he was allowed to take 5 becuz his parents were split up. anyway everything was going amazing. i bought my dress and jewelry in ontaario for a total of 220, which is pretty good for a dress, necklace, bracelet, and earrings. it was amazing. they were all so beautiful and my dad was so proud of me. i came back home to nfld. and me and my bf spent the next` few weeks being so excited over his tux, my dress, out plans, our friends... everything. I told everyone i would be there and we all made plans to hang out. it should of been great. 3 days before i borrowed shoes from my friend, and got my nails done (60$). they looked amazing and had little diamonds on them. this is now the 24th of may. prom is tomorow. i found out today that jamie is can not take either me or mo. his father is making him take his grandparents. either me or mo coiuld not go. my hunni bein the amazing man he is, after about an hour of talkin and a note, we ddecided i wouldgo to the dance becuz i had spent so much time and money on it, and then @ 12 i would go to his house and we could hang out together. it was all going to be semi ok. i wanted him to go, but we would live. well then jamie says he oestn know if he even wants to go to prom. and his gf might leave him. and him and his mom got in a fight. and everything else that could possibly go wrong. o and btw my dress ripped, so now (right now) my mom is fixing it for me. i havnt told her i cant go to the prom anymore... it ould kill her and i guess im secrety hoping i can still go. i am so ******** pissed at eerything. i can never ever get a good mood going for long... my mom is planning on spending like 5 hrs of her day tomorrow at my hair so i can look nice... why cant people just know what is goin on... even a week before the said event. this isnt even fair. at all. and i cant even get ahold of said person to ask them if their going or not... evil