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I hate it so freaking much when people tell you exactly what is wrong with you...or something that you did in the past that was a stupid mistake, blahblahblah....I mean I already freaking know that what I did was pretty idiotic...I DON'T NEED IT RUBBED IN MY FACE THOUGH!

It annoys me to no end when I'll be talking to someone, and they will bring up some random little fact about me that I would rather not hear [[once again]], then they gloat about how smart they are or if they were in that situation they would have something else that would have been much more logical or productive or safe-I DON'T CARE.

Heh, wow.....I guess I'm a little bitchy tonight...well, I DO have a purpose to the journal entry....maybe.....uhh....I don't know.

My mum and I got in a fight earlier today, and she decided that she would use my past as an offense for the specific argument. Now I love my mother very much [[sometimes]] but when she does things like this, I swear t God I would love nothing more than to b***h slap her all the way back to her Irish roots....yay.

Well, anyways....we argued for a bit, I tried to be civil....but I have a nasty little anger problem....so the whole being civil thing didn't last very long. Things got a little hairy and I ended up crying a bit [[because I'm a pansy]], we got over it though.....

So then I got to talk with one of my friends....it was cool....I got to b***h for a few moments, I guess I needed to too...so we start laughing about stuff then out of the blue they're like, "BLAHBLAHBLAH that was pretty stupid Jessica!!!! BLAH!" I was like, "Goddammit....." So I just kind of....hung up on them in a kind of stupid way.

Now I'm feeling like the worlds biggest idiot, because to be quite honest....I believe that I am...I mean, I have done some REALLY stupid things in my day.....and it seems as htough I can't quite learn from my mistakes, no matter how hard I try...feh.....I don't think anybody is reading past this point, so I might as well end it here.....