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Murahashi Kamrin August 1 at 2:26am
Where was it? That small happiness I was looking for
unfortunately not even a fragment of love is to be found
In the dark morning, I pretend the window to be a picture frame,
I wake my sleeping skin and press my hand against this wet piece of picture,
Spring blossoms and the petals fall, giving life to the river,
Swaying from side to side
The distance so far, my vision a blur, where will I go?
I'm drowning
I'm being swallowed up by a deep darkness
I keep doubting I keep worrying
Until I can laugh about those days I loved so much
The never ending memory. Slowly I'm holding my breathing
I'm closing my eyes and exhale
Wishing to tomorrow for the happiness I’ve been looking for
My fingers are already shaking
Endless shivers pierce my body
I've become good at faking a smile
Making people thinking everything I’m alright
when things really haven’t gotten better
I sit in my room expelling my bodily fluids
As the night sky does the same
What was shed was not blood, but the tears
The down pouring night is never stopping to cry
The hidden red piece, why is it here?
Filling up the hole with this given time
Grasp it and bury it again
My vision begins to blur,
I trembled, unable to stop crying
The silence laughs along with the fact that I won't be sleeping again tonight,
The hand that will be born tomorrow, will be simply pure and nothing else,
I can barely see now with all these tears,
The shadow exposed by the sun is branded into my memory,
And it touches my heart more than any shallow words combined
Where was it? The fragment that disappeared without reason that day…
Unfortunately all that is left is this newly made puzzle
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- Title: Unloved
- Artist: Murahashi
- Description: please excuse the length of it :D
- Date: 11/07/2010
- Tags: unloved
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