• I cant keep from hating myself
    Every lil day i need help
    I keep running from this
    My insucurity
    So insucure you see
    I cant keep from failling again
    Losing myself in demands
    Trying to please everyone but myself
    So lost..so lost within myself
    I trip and fall to peices
    Just to put myself back again
    This hatred
    Its like a vice ..cant loosen the grip on my life
    These nightmares
    They happen everynight ..i cant shake the fear
    Of the light
    Dying inside myself
    Looks like i need help..
    But who wants to help a angel like me
    Fallen from god..
    I found the darker half of me
    I found love for hatred and despair
    I found it easier to simply not care
    I drowned the good out of me..
    I unleashed the beast within my soul
    Forgetting all the s**t i used to know
    I forgot all i needed to let go
    The ties with my loved ones thrown like a old toy to the floor
    So i ask you now..forget me ..forget what i have done
    Dont love me..cause i cant love anyone
    Just loosen the tighten grip you have on my heart
    And let me go...