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So recently I broke up with my boyfriend, for probably some weak reasons, but they were still reasons they got to me. And it just feels to me like he didn't really believe, or understand them. It's been bugging me a lot, mainly because what I told him was that I'm uncomfortable in relationships, they bother me, and getting emotionally close to people frightens me, OK, right?(There's more, I'm just giving outlines, and there are reasons for these problems.) Well, I told him that and more, and I thought he understood, but at one point he asks "Have you found any guys you like? I can help you find someone..." And though his intentions are good, I wanted to EXPLODE! It seemed like what I said, to him, was a load of s**t. Well guess what, it wasn't. I do not want to date. I told him that if my reasons were such, why would I want another BF? He shrugged and said that made sense. basjbdfbjakfbanmkfbdkbfnamkfkmnaa /Rage. It was bad enough that I felt really bad for breaking up with him, because I care for him, he's amazing, and so on, but to have him think I'm giving bullshit excuses to break up with him?! HELLO! I AM NOT HIS LAST GIRLFRIEND! Unlike her, I tell people what is going on, because I can't lie to people about things that may affect them! It hurts to think he compares me so much to her(we're a lot alike) to think that I would pull the same BS she did! NO!!!!

Now that I'm done on that little spew, have a good day..!

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