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Ahh... it's good to stretch my cyber arms once again. Since like, March or April, I've been out of touch. I moved in with my Dad a few months ago. Things with my mom weren't working out and Brandi and I are doing our usual bullshit only on a more permanent basis.
Have a custody complaint in the works with my lawyer. Should be resolved within the year.
*sigh*
Life goes on. Barely. I'm dealing with some serious depression again. I hate feeling this way, but I can't control it really. I don't know what to do. I want to be with the mother of my kids so badly, but it's the last thing I want to do. I cry when I see them. It hurts when I see her. I'm a wreck.
So anyway, if anyone ever wants to chat, I'm always up for conversation. My socialization consists of work. Which is 3rd shift. I'm at the store for about an hour before closing, and half an hour after opening. So that's not much time to see the public. My co-workers aren't too bad, but I only see them at work. I need something outside of work. I just can't find out what.
Anyway, I've rambled enough. I think ya'll get the idea of what kinda bullshit I'm puttin myself through.
Later.