I actually have realized this a while ago.... but it came back to me.
I realized that I get along better with people younger than me than those who are slightly older than me.
I guess that makes sense since I'm the youngest in my grade.... and I get along better with sophomores... but that makes me sad.
I have two groups of friends... my junior friends and my sophomore friends. I hang out with my junior friends at lunch more often than I do with my sophomore friends...
I would ditch my junior friends to sit with the sophomores, but that just doesn't feel right, you know?
But it's kind of awkward..... I mean, I used to be pretty close to my junior buddies, but they changed over... a year.
This year, they "adopted" a new member to our group, in whom I call "Spoiled Princess" or PSP (Poor Spoiled Princess).
She's basically an air-head. No offense. But she acts like one, so they all think she's funny.... She also acts and dresses like a princess.... and thinks she's pretty and stuff.... (She jokes around and we all know that.)
My used-to-be-into-anime friend Tini used to dress tom-boyish I guess, but she got a boyfriend and started prettying herself up for him... Now, she's like PSP.
The other two members, I call them "Green Tree" and "Gangsta" talk to each other and associate well....
So that leaves....... me. Our group makes of 5 people.... I'm the emo one. I rarely talk to them and if I do.... it's random comment or mockery of PSP.
*sighs* I feel isolated even with "friends"....... I don't belong with the friends I had since..... 9th grade? The irony.
I don't know. *shrugs* Maybe it's just me. I am the youngest one. confused
Selena_Kurashina · Wed May 02, 2007 @ 06:31am · 0 Comments |