I'm all fussed up. emo I don't know really why. At first I felt really good about my interview; but I still am doubting my ability to have a job. I really want to-but earlier today I almost threw up because I got so nervous. I have gotten extremely better though. I actually talked myself out of it. I don't think I have ever gotten that close to a panic attack before and have been able to do that. I just feel all screwed up. Maybe it has something to do with it being 1 am and last night I only got 3 hours of sleep. Then I came home and couldn't focus because I was so tired. So I took a nap that lasted WAY too long. I also have an exam tomorrow that I have barely studied. I don't even know how to study for that class still and it's almost the end of the semester. I don't know how to explain how I'm feeling because it's mostly just that- feeling without any rational thought.
Just ignore me-I have no real idea of what I'm talking about. I probably just need to get some sleep. lol
 Jaded Tatersalad · Fri Apr 20, 2007 @ 07:03am · 1 Comments |
