Well don't really get to real bout me on here often but I think it's about time to do another. Lots of Loco s**t been goin on in my head over the past couple of days. My wife and I argued the other night and I think that it really woke me up on wut I ned to be doiing and haven't been getting done.
I've been outta work for over 6 months now and thats jusst not cutin it. I'm the type of person that loves to work and feels better when I'm working. I think that the day that I lost my previous job I lost a part of myself. Until then I'd never been fired.
I feel that I have failed as a father, son, grandson, and husband. I'm not this person and never planned to be. Ireally hope that I can get back to who I am before it's to late.
It's sad to say that I'm a father of two children and I'm a married man and I'm living with my mother again. I just really wish that I could get over the fear of failing agian and just grow some BAWLZ..
Well I think that I could put alot more about wuts been going on with me but I don't wanna keep bitching bout how bad I have it cause I'm not the only one. So for now good-bye and good day. Thankz for your time to listen to me rant and just get some of this off my chest.
 DarkSisao · Mon Mar 12, 2007 @ 03:51pm · 1 Comments |
