I've been used and been discarded. She used me and I thought it was for real now I know it was just for show, an act, something to make her feel better but in the end ultimately made me feel dead. Thats right I feel dead at the moment because I've been used and discarded like some usuable toy for someone's amusement. I feel mad yet depressed a bad mix for it tears me apart deep within. Nothing can change how I feel now and forever towards that person I'll be nothing more than someone on the side, scraps for them to use and enjoy then be tossed to the side like nothing. I've been derived my humanity and now I'm dead.....
Tigerjake Takinochi · Thu Mar 10, 2005 @ 04:38am · 4 Comments |