[my rant of week]
gonk Suess Suess Suess Suess Suess~~~ gonk That effin song was etched into my very being this week. As most of us know I'm preforming in my highschool's drama production "Suessical." I joined because it seemed fun (at the time) and I heard most of my friends would be in it ( LIES! ... at least milly's there ^^) I didn't know when I signed the contract I was signing my soul away as well. Monday- Wednesday I don't come home until 9-9:30pm ish. My mother won't let me on the comp. even if it's for homework.... effin homework gonk stressed crying gonk ... because of so much homework I've been having to stay inside for recess, lunch and after school. I'm literally having separation anxiety from my friends... It's not all that bad (my reasons will never be spoken of) ... but yeah ... At least I got to read and preform for elementary schoolers...especially the kindigardners ( HOFG they were so adorable! and they loveded me whee heart they really did! ) ... Oh and did I forget to mention that one of my best friends (since freshman year)is moving away next Thursday and I only found out yesterday. She ONLY told me yesterday. I'll admit it, I cried, I mean, why not?!? We were so close. I'm slightly shocked that she didn't have a hint of sadness when she told me. I don't want her to go, but I know she'll be alot happier where she's moving to. I hope she's happy ... Besides the fact I've been on 3 field trips, this week sucked! I've had to fight Stress, insomnia, starvation, fatigue, de-hydration and depression... oh and my throats starting to hurt again, I hope I'm not getting sick...again!... All I need... is to relax... and kill loneliness ... Free time really is a luxury...
Tomorrow's the Lunar Eclipse! That's something to look forward too~! whee
 Vampiric_roze · Sat Mar 03, 2007 @ 01:44am · 0 Comments |
