Today i accodently made my mom cry.... i felt so bad... i said i was moving out when i was 16 and she told me not to even talk about that stuff and asked why i would even want to so i told her that it was because every day was a big ball of depression so she said "Oh really?" and i told her that living with her it was..............thats when she said " Well maybe if YOUR mom killed herself you would understand." and she started crying.... so yeah...........
i hate kayla. with her, if i had a choice between forgiving and dieing, i would choose dieing. if i had a choice between falling off a cliff and saying hi to her, i would choose falling off a cliff If i had the chance to kill her or a mass murderer that police have been tracking down for days, i would kill her. If i had to be in the same room with her i would pretend she wasnt there like she does to me If i had to drown or have her show me how useless i am, i'd let her tell me. Because it just lets me know how much i dont mean to her which would make me happier then ever, cuz ill know i hate her for a reason.
When people ignore me, i get a little angry.
MAY 14: ~this was awile ago, i dont hate her anymore so yeah...dont realleh feel like deleteing this work of art~
BeforeTheirVeryEyes · Sun Dec 31, 2006 @ 07:22pm · 1 Comments |