Today totally sucks.Well since I dont have a journal at home I will type it here.OK well this guy I thought I liked well first people invovled(Alonzo:8th grader guy I have had a crush on scince begining of last year is a total b**ch Michael:8th grader boyfriend really nice and we have tons in comon Morgan surprised ld x-bitchie friend Britney:6th grade friend Tenile:another 6th grade friend Mariah:not friend but I still talk to her alot Paige:bestest friend in the world (next to Caroline) Hailey surprised ne of my 6th grade friends friend Dania:8th grade friend Estefany:7th grade friend)Ok well it started when Michael told me he liked me so I asked him why but he wouldnt answer so I asked him during marching band practice after school tuesday (like 3 weeks ago)he wouldnt tell me.So wednesday I had P.E. with him (I still like him)(i have band and P.E. with Michael and Alonzo 3rd and 4th period)well I made a deal with him if I won he had to tell me why he liked me(Alonzo was in Virgina on thanks-giving break)(oh and its a tether ball game)I won he told me he liked me because I am calm and not hyper and annoying.I said well if you like me why didnt you ask me out.He didnt answer..I continued well why dont ou ask me out...?He did I said yes.Well I sit next to Alonzo in band and when he got back he found out I was going out with Michael(before Alonzo said he doesnt go out with 7th graders)and he said he WAS going to ask me out when he got back and he keep saying he was going to break me and Michael up.I keep sayng sure w/e.Then things got weird between me and Michael and scince he and alonzo were friends they both liked me(or so I thought but Alonzo was lieing) it just made things werider.So I really did want to tell him I wanted to break up with him(my friends noticed i had be not so myself and asked what was wrong so I told them I had said that I still had feelings for Alonzo and I just wanted to be friends with Michael(wich was a REALLY bad choice))so two of my friends sarah and morgan went and told him he asked why they came back asked if they could tell him why.I said yeah and from were I sat I couldnt see him very good.But I saw his face go all red and I though he was laughing (like it wasnt bad enough I broke up with him but he was lauging at why and I got upset as you can tell i am very emotional)well I went over to just sit near him to ask if he was ok(he looked really upset and i wanted to be nice...but the he wouldnt answer I was just trying to be nice anyway)he wouldnt answer.Then morgan asked if I would mind if she asked Alonzo out(I wasnt paying attention and she told me she thought he was cute and the day before he gave me a note saying that he was dedicateing this song to her at the christmas concert but I will tell that in another entry)so I said w/e and she sent this idiot hailey to aske him if she asked him out what would he say(well she didnt ask so she said he didnt answer)so morgan came over and sat with me and I asked if she wanted me to ask(she also looked kinda depressed)she said to go ahead she didnt care so I asked him he said nothing and wouldnt tell me.Well when we were heading back to our looker rooms to change back I told him that I still liked him and I went back to the girls looker room.On our way to lunch I asked about morgans question and he said he would ask either me or her out who ever he likes more(wich I wasnt going to pressure him on it cause I know that it is just a simple question)So then when I get home I try email Michael and he is always on and the bicth wont answer.I was trying to be nice.That is my (our friends and mine ) national Sukish Friday for the second week in a row.
Oh and if you are just dying to comment or you are one of those people who always blurt out you stupid comments when you arent asked to go ahead and comment or give your oppion no matter how retarded you or your comment maybe.=^_^=
 foxy_chic_007 · Sat Dec 09, 2006 @ 03:32am · 0 Comments |
