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It seems like time is going by so fast...it feels like 3 days has passed in the time of one. Seriously, Kenny gave me a Bright Eyes CD this morning, but it seems like days ago. Then i took a nap and it seemed even longer ago. But, idk time feels like its going by faster than it really is....
Kenny's friend Kenneth....i like him. not...like him...but i kinda envy him. He makes Kenny happy, can make him smile. Its funny to watch Kenneth come out of nowhere and ******** flying tackle Kenny. And they play Magic Cards together in the mornings and at lunch. He seems like a good guy. 3nodding And his halloween costume was hella cool owO he made me think of like...a druid preist person of something, he had on a black hodded cloak thing and these really light blue colored contacts XD it was awesome. owO Kenneth is pretty good looking. owO so is Kenny. lmfao and the name Kenneth (or Kenny) comes from weird gailic names that mean Handsom. So when i sit and watch them play magic cards...i am just like.... xd shweet. lmfao. i can't help that i am a girl. *shrugs* atleast i don't like squeal and be all "omfg you are sooo hot *drool*" lmfao i feel sorry for girls who are like that. ^_^;; Hot guys are more like looking at kick a** artwork to me. Something to look at but nothing to go nuts over. *shrugs* i have myself confused now. So...onward to a new topic xd
Oh, and everyone congradulate my little Haru avi....i love drawing her so much, and i entered one of my drawings of her in Japan Club. We were trying to vote on a Mascot for this year and possibly next year too. And, she won.
There was a little competion...but not too much. Everything entered up there was pretty good, but they all had flaws about them. There was this really creative one...but >>; the torso looked like it was facing right while the legs looked like they were facing left, and it was a bit sketchy, not too sharp and clean. lmao i did like it though. There were a few fox ones, they were really cute. And then there was this REALLY good one. It was like...perfect. Seriously, everything looked in proportion....but it lacked soemthing very important. Personality. There was nothing to that picture really, no well...persona to the character. Haru, yeah, the drawing wasn't perfect either, it was drawn on notebook paper, it was done in ink pen and well basicaly it was a doodle. But you can feel she has life, expression, a personality. Swanky calm cooll.... i dunno what you would call it. But i see it. Some pictures i draw of haru i like because it shows life, ,other i don't like because i don't feel anything from it. If that even makes any sence to anyone else...
Anyways...Congrats Haru *throws streamers and confetti* She gets to be on tee shirts, we're currently selling pockey to raise money to get tee shirts for the members.
i can feel things are going to be....blech for the next few days....or weeks. >< 3 letters. PMS. It gets me pretty bad. Like the entire week before i moodswing back and forth from being depressed to happy or pissed. Something easily triggers a switch. Someone runs into me in the hall and i get pissed, or my guitar case catches on something and smaks me in the shins, i get pissed. Or i see a friend in the hall and they just walk on by without even glancing at me...it gets me depressed and sad. Or something entertains me and catches my intrest, i go to ebing kinda happy and excited. Its just a endless cycle that i only get a break from when i enter a zombie mood. Then i start getting stressed out, because i never know exactly when i am going to start. Then once i do, my mood starts to stabelize a little more....but its three days of bad cramps.
guys probably don't realize how stressfull it is. I mean, i am always worrying about it and i become very self concious about it and...its just not a fun time.
Things seem to be a little better than i thought....momma isn't as pissed at me as i thought, but she is still not happy with me and what she found....
over and out. I have to go shop vegatables for school tomorrow. Food day in Japanese class. Mata ne.
 HatsuharuRocks · Thu Nov 09, 2006 @ 05:52am · 0 Comments |
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