THings are kind of awkward right now.
I don't feel like I am doing very well in college.
My psychology class just doesn't seem that interesting. I'm telling myself it is because it's the first stages of it and that's boring, but then again, I know I need the resources. I write damn well, when it comes to stories. However, my Rhetoric teachere fails to see the humor nor the points in my paper. I have a feeling it's because I don't write everything as though an idiot could read it.
Example: I have a problem. My problem is this. This is a solution. I fixed my problem.
That's boring.
Sorry. I don't write like that. If you can't understnd what I say by reading a bit more into it, put my paper down.
It's that simple.
The only class that I stay interested in and haven't missed a single class on is my History of Rock n' Roll. It's a night class, I'm a night owl. It all works out.
I don't even know fi I want to do Psychology any more and even though it's totally common, I feel like a retard for possibly changing majors? And then, oh then, I feel even more awkward because the thing I have looked very little into before, but considered and am once agian considering, doesn't even need a college degree. Way to be a non-college graduate! And if I were to put myconsidered' career down the folloing statement would make much more sense and be a hell of a lot funnier:"********** is a tough career to break into in the Detroit area."
My best friend is now my ex boyfriend who is making things incredibly difficult. I know it's hard, but I feel like I am doing the right thing. It's difficult for me too, but still, it's what I feel is right.
My best friend lives in Finland. My other one, I just talked to last night, lives kinda' far away too. And the other one, we talk once in a blue moon or mare accurately when we both need one another and someone know it.
I want to be in better shape, but I'm unsure how to do it. My bowflex makes this weird clanky noise and hits itself when you pull the weights, that defeats the purpose. The Rockstar dancing, I can't move that fast nor is it that fun to try and keep up.
I need a plan, any ideas, anyone, anyone?
 Shy_Red · Wed Nov 08, 2006 @ 02:32am · 1 Comments |
