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Woooohooo!! THAT WAS SO MUCH FUN! (Homecoming night) |
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xd I have NEVER had so much fun at a dance before!
Kenny, i have no clue when, if ever you will read this, but...
THANK YOU SO FREAKING MUCH! I HAD MORE FUN THEN I HAVE HAD IN A LONG TIME!! and its all thanks to you that i had such a great time <^w^> and learned to skank. lol (Its a Ska dance, like the running man combined with the moon walk is how i can best describe it xd )
I got back from the dance like an hour ago, and i am still in my dress, and i am still hyper xd i just ate dinner.
~Recap of the night~
I was supposed to meet Kenny at the flagpole at 8:45pm. The dance started at 9. So...i ended up getting there about 8:50 or so because my sis wanted my aunt to do her hair. So we pull into the school parking lot place, and sure enough, there was kenny leaning against the flagpole <^w^> With his uber spiffy top hat.
He gave me a rockstar - for you deprived people who don't know what that is its an energy drink- and i started to chug it as we started walking. Caffein to start off the night, he said he had had a triple shot monster. lol yay for energydrinks that keep you bouncing off the walls!
So we walked to the other side of the school where the entrance to the dance was, and we sat and talked for a while, because there was a long line to get inside, so we just kinda stood back from the crowd and talked about things. xd the school security guard was handing out "contracts" that we had to sign saying that we wouldn't dance sexualy or else we would be asked to leave. My feet were killing me :XP: i hate high heels.
So we finaly get inside, and we just get used to the atmosphere a little. Eventualy we got out on the dance floor, and eventualy i ditched my shoes. So he starts skanking, and i am pretty amused, its like an arobic exercise. I couldn't quite get it though. About three songs in i can see sweat running down his neck and his hair is plastered to his forehead. I took me about half the dance to figure out how to skank, its really hard with no shoes on, too much friction and its hard to slide your foot back. sweatdrop so basicaly we skanked the whole time, we probably looked like total idiots cool but it was the funnest time i have ever had. heart
Kenny made me put my hand to his chest a few times to feel how fast his heart was beating... whee that was kinda cool. He got a break from his eradic dancing when the slow songs came on, and we slow danced. It was a nice change in pace. plus it was an oppertunity to talk to him more. <^w^;> and...now i know he has really pretty green-grey eyes. xd one time when my sister and my friend Alyssa found us slow dancing, they were like laughing and alyssa was making the motions of clickimg a camera, so i got closer to Kenny for a second sweatdrop I think they were jealous of me...because i had a date, someone to dance with, and neither of them had a date. >_<; although neither of them even really tried to get a date in the first place. I really enjoyed dancing with him, i have never actualy had a guy to dance with at a dance, and i have to say, it was so much more fun. Especialy because Kenny was just...so....different and crazy with the skank dance thing.
We kept stoping to get drinks, because Kenny was sweating so much xp he like ran a good 2 or 3 miles worth in dancing. Man, he has endurance. Toward the end of the dance, when we were getting drinks, we kinda raced to see who could finish their bottle of water first (they were like the little pint size ones), xd i won. domokun Yay.
When it was midnight, and the dance was ending, we sat down and talked for a little bit. I said i wish i had a camera to get some pictures, and he said "If this is really a good memory, you don't need anything to remember it by" and thats true enough, although a picture to put on my wall to be a constant reminder would have been nice...Maybe i can draw a picture. We went outside, and walked around the school to the otherside back to the flagpole, i was still barefoot. (i really hate shoes. lol) and we waited for chris (basicaly my uncle) to come and pic me up. Kenny's shirt was damp from all the sweat from dancing. I thought it was hot as it was, and i am in a haltertop dress thats about knee length, he had on two shirts and a jacket.
Kenny talked to chris a bit before i gave him a hug goodnight and i got in the car to go. We watched him walk away, and i have to say, he looked very handsome in his tophat and tux when he walked. He moves with confidence, or atleast thats how it looked.
I can't stop smiling as i type this. That was just...so great. I can't even put into words how happy i am right now. I hope he had as good of a time as i did.
...And....i'm feeling something for him. I can't deny it. >_< And here is where confusion sets in. lol. I know when i get that "crush on someone" feeling. And i ignore it. i am not for....obsessing lovestruck over someone, i want to find mature love with a (menatly) mature person. And to be honest, Kenny is very mature with a great sence of humor, as far as i can tell....and he is taller than me....he is an intellectual...god, he is almost everything i want in a guy. And....its crazy how coincidental it is that i even started talking to him.... <XwX> I like Kenny....and i can honestly say i love him, and i don't toss around the word "love" freely. I love him like i love my friends, i am concerned about how he is doing, i think about him often, and i love to talk to him.....its like he has become one of my best friends...in just over a week. Just last weekend i was talking to him on the phone for hours getting ot know who he was. I just get him. When he explains something...like with an analogy...i just understand. I can't always reiderate what he said and repeat it back, but i completly understand what he ment.
I guess what i am feeling can't be helped. I can't beat myself over the head and make myself stop liking him. But hey, maybe if things are mutual, i just scored my first boyfriend. sweatdrop First thing first though, i want to get to know him even better first. <~w~;> stupid feelings.....getting to feel his heartbeat....getting to look into his eyes in the dark when we danced....just connecting the emotion of having such a good time with him...lol its funny, to me, that i am feeling like this over him.
<owO> i want to say somethign to him so badly about this, but at the same time...i don't want him getting akward around me either, he is such a great person i don't want to spoil a blooming friendship by freaking him out. Because, i know the fact that i feel like this isn't going to affect anything....other than my heatbeat when i see him lol,...but he might not understand. I don't get all jittery and girly and flirty around someone because i like them, i still act the same. I am not stupid in that way, lol i know its just a 'crush', and it doesn't mean anything to me unless feelings are mutual.
Do i ask...or no? I would like to tell him face to face...i seem to be in this bold mindset recently. lol, first asking people to the dance, and then joining Kenny in his skank dancing....but at the same time...i am not always too articulate and i end up tripping over words or mixing up what i ment to say, so i am afraid i will mess it up - thats what it comes down to. I amn scared to lose him as a friend, we just started to talk, and i haven't met someone...who...is quite like him before. And , again, i don't want to scare him away.... Meh, i will just wait. Eventualy either something will happen xd or he reads this. (*waves* Hi Kenny) And in the end i hope i still have a great friend.
 HatsuharuRocks · Sun Oct 22, 2006 @ 10:13am · 0 Comments |
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