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my chara's these are all of the chara's i rp with. one at a time or all at once


Lillyana Wild
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out side looking in.((for the black wolf inn. and others))
yet again as i read your jokes your games and your names. my heart is hevy. i eavy what you have together. like most i see. in the skools on the streets. in the malls and in the homes.
there must be something wrong with me.
there must be something not quite right.
for every were i feel the heavyness on being alone.
i may not be by my self..for we talk we chat. we chill.
but there is something that makes us differnt.
i feel it every day...i read your words and see your friends.
but alas...i am alway on the out side looking in.
at shcool there were groups, friends and buddys. there were jokes and storys.
you make storys with your firends. right songs and play.
but i am never there...you never call to me saying lets right and play..
and every now and then when you take pitty on me and tell me to hang with your freinds i am treated like the begger looking in on the party..
i am always on the outside looking in.
i have no group of my own. no clan nor clut. no nothing for me.
i wish to be thought of at times..and see my name were when im gone.
but no..that is not me.
there is something wrong with me for i do not fit in any were i go.
there are groups in groups and im always on the outside with nothing to gard me from the raging storms or the haters that sneer at me..for i do not fit in like they do.
always on the out side looking in.





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Kali the Fallen
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Sun Aug 13, 2006 @ 04:17am


*appears beside you* My dear, if you are outside simply looking in, walk through the door. You are not invisible. *disappears*


Chanco Tasker
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Sun Aug 13, 2006 @ 04:44am


i do understand and relate as well.


Minko Zerro
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Sun Aug 13, 2006 @ 07:40am


Many times i feel like this as well, but what i have come to realize is that we are really not ment to fit in. there are many groups out there that i hang out with...i have gay firends.....straght firends....goth....prepy.....cristain...satanic.....and many more. i could go into race...dip more into religion or even base it on what i like, like the anime nuts like myself^^. but what makes me different and not truly fit in is a quality i treasure that you have also Bobbi. this quality allows us (me and you...and anyone else that 'dosent fit in') to coenside with ALL of these people. were as they are not be confortable...or somtimes not exsepting with each other. becasue of this thouse that are in there circles they talk about....and becuase i dont belong to any in particular, i am not mentioned as well, nor would i want to be for that would mean i like them more then i do others. and i am not one to judge on belifes or looks....just how you treat me and others....

so we are or own group...and your name is mentioned between us...the ones who do not belong to any group, but the firendship we have with each other. we are one in a million.


Pharangese
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Mon Aug 14, 2006 @ 09:02pm


You're friendship is the only thing at matters,class,race,or gender doesn't matter.
I like you,because you are you.
I feel that people doesn't need a group just to be a person.
But if it would makes you happy,you could start a new group,join one or not one at all.
It's you will,your way.
Either way,I'll join your group or way and be right there for you.
And one day you'll find your slice of heaven and place of being.


Yusa Misaku
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Wed Aug 23, 2006 @ 05:36am


*spreads hands* you know my story lya. I'm always gonna be the outsider the only difference is i dont need that to change. You see i dont need people there with me when i cry, i dont need people to be with mewhen i play. you know what i need? I need someone who loves me no matter who or wherever they are. they could be the most ugliest person int he world and i would love them and call that person beautiful. But like i said, i dont need someone when i cry. cos if they were there it would break my heart to make her watch. thats why i cry alone as well Lya cos i know i cant have what i want and i dotn involve myself as much as i would like. I still stand true to not being kissed in ages and thats the only time it hurts. is when im happy. Now you have heard my depressing tale do what cleo said. Push those damned dorrs open and make a name for yaself gal you deserve it smile


Argonon Kazama
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Sun Oct 01, 2006 @ 08:26am


You know me Lya... im pretty much the top dog in that thread... I am the leader...

Look at the people you have here... look at the people you have in your life.

You werent the outsider ... you were the one that fitted in where ever you went.

You were the only one that was on the inside looking out... your the only that was in there that wasnt tore by a thing in there life beyond what you thought was repeard. an if you were we never seen it.

You were the one that wasnt scared an rough an tough...

You never got it an i dont think you will...

each an everyone of them were hurt so badly an i took everyone in. I was there father figure. I was the one that watched over them an said as long as i was around no harm would come to them.

When i left they had no one to turn to... so they turned on themselves... they knew you wouldnt fight them as you know there highly aggersive. It my fault what happened there.

But i promise you it wont ever happen again. I promise that i wont leave gaia as long as i know i can change someones life for the better. I wont leave as long as i know i can be like you.

I promise dads not going anywhere...


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