For as long as I can remember, Ive had these dreams;
Dreams to pretty it up, nightmares to fixate you into reality;
A reality were night time is the most dreaded time;
Time of darkness, of heart pumping of fear of something that isn't there;
There in my room I pray as hard as I can for a peaceful wake;
Awake to the repeatness of "In the name of Jesus I rebuke you..;"
You who make me cry in my dream and terrorize me with your voices;
Voices of growls and shreaks which coinside with your dead, veiny skin and your pitchbalck eyes;
Eyes that I can feel wathing me as I lay down to sleep;
Sleep, not even, my dreams are so active;
Active with running and breathing and crying and the senses so real;
Real to a point where in my dreams I awaken from dreams yet am still sleeping;
Sleeping to dream is no longer my goal;
Goals changing from dreaming to regainign strength through rest;
Resting away from you, you demon that haunts my dreams all my life;.
Life is not meant to live in fear, so leave me alone.
 Rivqah · Sun Jul 16, 2006 @ 05:21pm · 0 Comments |
