The loneliest place is not around you but inside yourself.
When you look around and say “What have I accomplished?” Nothing. “What have I done for anyone?” Nothing. “Who have I helped?” No one. You look around and there’s never anyone there so you say “Why is there no one here to care about me?” I feel so worthless & unloved.
When you lived a life only for yourself, then you are all you have. You realize that if you had helped others and made them happy then you would have friends and be fulfilled instead of feeling empty & being all alone. You realize too late that you have sacrificed a full life for a “safe” one. You spent your whole childhood & teenage years being mocked every day & so you did not take the risk in reaching out to find people to connect with (though you had no idea where to look). Now you have no one left to blame but yourself.
mermaid_goth · Thu May 03, 2018 @ 07:40am · 0 Comments |