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So, I know it's been awhile since I made an entry so here's a new one.

Now, I've kept to myself when it comes to talking about my life but I feel like it might help me if I started.

So, first I guess I should start off by telling you my name is Michael, I'm Eighteen years old and I've always had a troubled past. I'm in foster-care currently! I have two brother: Eric,12 (my youngest brother who I will give my life for because he's my light in this world and I love him to death, he's what keeps me happy when I'm down and makes me smile when I frown. He's always borderline Mentally retarded and has autism.) and Gabriel (my partner in crime as a child, we've been through hell and back many times) both which I've been separated for most of my life but see once in a blue moon. I don't know my father and my mom is not the best mother in the world, but I love her because she tries her hardest to make me and my brothers happy. I've been in and out of foster-care for years and have moved around so many times that I can't even remember how many times. My life as a child: I was raped, neglected, and abused.

I look at my life as an adventure that I'm not even half way done with yet. I've loved many and been loved by few. I am an outcast, I am anti-social, I fear rejection and hatred. I love to write poetry and draw, I watch anime all the time (favorite anime is Sword Art Online), I also write erotic short stories. I ALSO LOVE TO ROLE-PLAY (any kind)! I am going to go to BGSU to major in "special education" and "speech therapy". I run track (specialize in 100 meter), play soccer (forward), play baseball (center field), and am on the academic challenge team.

I want to have 3 kids but not before I have a god job and a permanent living place and am settled in the world for the most part. Music is a major part of my life because it takes me away from my troubles and gives me an escape. I listen to every type of music.

And last but not least Foster-Care is not a bad thing!!!