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20th-Dec-2009 11:33 am - [protected post] (no subject)
waycest
Sometimes, you find things that make you want to write, but at that moment, you can't write it down. Then later you forget all bout it and don't want to write about it anymore, because it's not how you're feeling any more. Before you might be feeling lighthearted and free, when later that day you might feel depressed and wanting to be alone. It sucks to feel like you want to end it all and just kill yourself. It sucks especially when people try to stop you too.
Why am I so bipolar? It sucks, I can be happy one moment but so ready to kill myself the next. I hate doing this too because it sucks and I just regret the feeling later. I hate it. I hate everything and I have no clue what to do anymore.