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So I'm still having you search through my blogspot stuff and wanting u to find this page... I jus read through ur lonelyee live journal blog.. I wanted to put comments, but for now, ill put some thought on here: I am so glad that we found each other and that ur no longer lonely. I love reading depressing past stuff in a way though as u know that i love helping people achieve a higher standing from me being a part of their lives. I love teaching u and showing you all the experiences that I've had. I still want to show u how to draw those eyes too. U don't have to show me everything yet as what u said before, we'll have plenty of time for that. My writing has gotten a bit rusty but i still enjoy writing (this jus must mean I've been much happier in these times) One of these days, we shall learn Japanese together, it'd be fun (although both of us never seemed to have the patience to learn a different language [that's where my patience seems to be at its worst lol]). Have i showed u the Katakana/Hiragana flashcards i made last summer? They be somewhere on my table in dining room.
Daniel, he is someone that subconsciously, i believe we might had had some kind of connection way before we got together... (cause i sure had no idea) i mean, from trying to find a steady "friends with benefits" person and being stressed from everything else, I wasn't sure about getting serious with anyone. I kinda liked someone in band in mid September to late October, but that quickly vanished; first with the not joining anime club after all, second the cat allergy (that hospitalizes), and lastly, on Halloween, giving hint that hes into someone else in his hometown
And as for the trust, i never knew that i could trust someone as much ever again since every time i seem to trust someone, they hurt me in the end. But Daniel, i feel that i trust him more than myself even (and i don't know if that's ever happened to me before) For the longest time, i always wanted a guy that loved me and i loved him back. But recently, somewhere in the summer, i added to that, i needed someone who i could talk to, who'd make me laugh and with Daniel, I can talk to him better than most people i know. I know i probably talk about past relations way too much, but each one of them gives an inspiration and i learned from each one what to do and not to do. It makes me what i am today.
DCG can talk hours on end about stuff i actually can relate to and interested in, he has a wonderful sense of humor, we are into anime, and we are into alot of the same music; i like how he is pretty good at math (or at least he should since he works in math clinic) and i love his innocence and how he goes into direct tangents of different topics that do actually relate and that's in common with both of us as we both seem to do that frequently.
 kuddly_kirara · Thu Dec 27, 2012 @ 07:56am · 4 Comments |
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