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Writting histories. Long a** histories. Maybe shorten them? Nah. They're not for practical rp use anyways.
Also had my eye appointment today. With Spind. for some reason, i don't like him. Didnt change after the appointment. The lenses i'm supposed to have are $500. Sucks. Might not get them....can't afford that s**t XD
Ick. I can still feel those damned glaucoma drops in my eyes. Make a thick gooey feeling film on my eyes and stop up my tear ducts. It's gross. It burns. It makes it hard to close my eyes all the way. Oh and the doc's profound opinion of my eyes was "she's very near sighted with a lot of astignistm." no s**t sherlock. Wth do you think i've been going for 7yrs?
Anyways!! So. I should kick noah's a**. Really should. He called me a bisexual again and mum yet again commented on it. I was avoiding answering (really well! She almost left it!) but he said something about going through this again and how she was in denial, so she then of course latched into it like the last turtle in the chocolate box. Well she eventually cornered me(literally) and made me answer. Now by that time, i already had a lie planned up, hell as soon as she asked i had one seeing as how i had already used it before. Had to be changed a bit though cuz of what noah said. Point being, i was sitting torn between lieing and chances her wrath. Somehow i got courage i've never possessed and took wrath.
I told her i was bisexual (not true, but close enough. Sorta. Well let's not get caught up in labels and detauls eh? )
Her response? Okay. [********] that bloody b***h is either far eviller than i thought, or the worse bloody troll in history!! All that s**t she gave me last year and OKAY?!?!? agh!! I wanna hit something =_= wanted to wring her neck, but refrained from mentioning anything.
The very next thing she said?
"Just one question, how do you know?"
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FIRST OF ALL!!! hypocritical b***h, you've even said you don't have to be with a sex to know whether you're attracted to them or not!
Secondly, as she was referring to me not being with a girl before, following the logic, how do i know i'm not asexual? I've never been with a boy or girl in any way period whether physical or a relationship (that she knows of of course >.> ) pissed me off she'd ask such a stupid question. And hurt. How can she be "okay" with it after telling me she didn't want anything to do with it? That she didn't even want to know??
Now I wish i had gone ahead and went to the movies with miranda....
Oh and to top off my evening's complaints, i just found out that not only will i not have wifi (no gaia, meebo, facebook, nothing!!) but i might not get cell signal either!! Wth will i do for 10 days without them? Worse than any grounding mum's given me. True it's cuz she can't handle the inconvienence, but still. It's going to be painfull.....
Guess i'll have to fill the time drawing. Gasp. Lol you know i actually say that? Instead of a real (or fake exaggerated) gasp, i just say gasp? Lol pretty comical apprently. I also say stfu and gtfo. Like he'll be being a smartass and i'll say "STFU, GTFO before i flay the flesh from your chicken bones" or something weird like that thay no one can take as a serious threat. Lol I'm online too much XD
Oh yeah and sorry for absence yesterday. Again. Especially to those that either tried to talk to me, or in my rp's. Cleaning kids room really banged me up. I have lots of little scratches and bruises, a knot on my forehead, and i fell so many times i'm suprised i didn't sprain anything. Just nearly did the splits, displaced a nerve in my shoulder, seriously aggrevated my ganglysists (it spread! Now it's all the up to my middle knuckle x.x) and who knows what illness i'm fighting now. Sucks! Went through all that work and pain, then mum comes through and of course finds all these faults and made it sound like i halfassed it without saying to my face that she think i halfassed it.
Yeah i'm still upset at her being "okay". And now i'm on edge cuz it feels like she'll blow up at any moment. Not to mention any chances of using her ignorance to my advantage later. Oh well.
 BSPBleach · Tue Mar 27, 2012 @ 07:48am · 0 Comments |
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