Do you mind if I break you
Give broken lies and half hearted promises
I will give you your dreams, your wishes, your hopes
But you can't see behind the mask
You can't lick this hand which has fed you
Don't trust me, love me, give into me
That which you thought you knew, was nothing at all.
-----
wrap your arms around me
and hold me tight
don't let go with all your might
Sometimes it's to be
Sometimes it's not
... but with you, nothing goes to rot
So come over
Talk and play.
Just don't leave me
today.
----
Quietly, the days go by without a care
and i sit there at the window
hiding all inside
and waiting
waiting..
for someone
my heart beats black once again
and my eyes loose their shine
and the only safety is deep within the womb
where no one can get me
but i've lost it
and without it
my world tumbles down
and as a reach out again
my hand slowly disappears
and your face fades, and leaves me in the dark
"i'm here."
"save me."
"i'm lost again."
---
I hold on to what i have left
But i realize...It's not much
And each day it gets smaller,
and each day, it gets blurry
I wait for something to happen, but
It won't come to that day
and though you're all around
you're gone to me
and i'm blinded
by what the past once brought
and what the future will never bring
i miss every bit of what i took advantage of
and though it's nothing to everyone else
it's everything to me
Looking out the window
It's just the same as every day
lonely, and sad
---
I reach into the open air, hoping to catch you one last time
but i catch wind
your print in my life washed away
and though you existed, it's as if you didn't
and my heart aches, staring at the sky, hoping high
for something that might never come
but though i'm strong, i still cry
and soon, soon enough, i'll bloom like a flower
and show my true self
and maybe...
just maybe...
you'll appear back to me.
 JellieBoba · Sun Nov 27, 2011 @ 05:02pm · 0 Comments |
