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Voi-La Intruder
By Gogol Bordello
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So, there's this GOGOL BORDELLO concert tomorrow in Lawrence, KS at the Bottleneck and I'm NOT going. poop on that. I really would have loved to see them headline a concert. It's prolly the most amazing concert ever and I'll be missing it. ********. >_< Well...an upside to this disaster is that there will be an Exit 1-6 show tomorrow as well. Don't think I'll go tho...I was...uncomfortable last time...hmm...yeah.
I'm more stressed about Sadie's than I was last week. I keep getting the feeling that A) Matt's gonna tell me during the week that he changed his mind and doesn't want to go with me anymore. or B) Matt's gonna go with me to the dance and ditch me when we get there. or C) Matt's gonna go with me and be boring and not dance. Yeah. I mean, how can I not feel a little worried? I've never gone to one of these things with "just a friend" before. I've always gone with someone I was dating. (with the exception of Homecoming this year because I went with Alex right after we split up...and we ended up not doing anything. Boring? Disappointed? Uneasy? Yes, yes, and yes.) Hopefully Matt will be a good sport (and friend) and just let loose and have a blast. Hopefully it's not too much to ask to have a good time. (Hopefully it's not just wishful thinking either.)
So what did everybody think of the barcodes they gave us today for the MAP test? I was really shocked they finally didn't mark me down as "White" and that they'd do away with the bubble sheet format. Now that all the students have individual barcodes, I feel like we are just some produce in a supermarket. Just some boxes on a shelf. Catagorized. Labled. Priced. Stocked. Sold. It's gross to think about being associated by a random combination of lines. Maybe I'll get it tattooed to the back of my neck or on my wrist or something and when they ring me up, I'll know how much I am worth.
That's the end of my story.
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