Yesterday was the worst day of my life. It started out fine, but when I got into school everything was ruined. I spent my first four periods wanting to cry because I made a small mistake in my group. I forgot some pictures that my friend Norah was supposed to print out! But since she wasn't "allowed in the living room" and im'ed me telling me that I had to print them out and bring them for the poster board. Turns out, I printed them out but I was late getting out of the house yesterday and I totally forgot them. I felt so bad and since it's 20 cents to print out a colored copy I payed for all five. But my friends ignored me all morning! Norah acted as if I wasn't even there! They wouldn't look at me or say anything and I was like "wtf guys?"
Only at lunch did they start talking to me again and they were like "Yeah we were frustrated since you forgot them and we were mad." and I was like "Dude I live a ******** hour away! You can't expect me to turn around and get the damn pictures okay?" and Norah looked at me like an idiot and said "We weren't ignoring you Erin, you would know if I was ignoring you okay?" I looked at her and laughed, I was like "Norah I DO know you! And I know you were ignoring me so don't say you weren't" she just stoped talking after that. They said I was avoiding them and that I was blowing it out of proportion. I don't see how that works when I made one ******** mistake, like forgetting pictures for a project that we did. If I had gone back to get those pictures (the one's we easily got off the computers at school!) they would have been screwwed cause then I would have gotten into school late! It pisses me off that they ignored me for half the day for that! I hate that I let it get to me but come on? Get real ya know? Forgetting pictures isn't a ******** crime I forget things alot! I know, it's the type of person I am I can't help it! I apologized over and over but I have to be perfect for them.
Another thing to b***h about is how Norah's acting. She's following Lindsay around like a puppy and is acting like a real b***h. It's pissing me off to no end because she's becomeing a really mean person. She finds everything funny now, even when it's not and insults people alot more. In walmart she kept insulting me and I was like "Norah, shut up you watch the show too alright? So stop it." and she just turned away whispering to herself. She kept calling me a weirdo because I liked Ally and Aj. There two sisters who sing, and I really like there music. They sometimes perform on Disney Channel and in walmart one of there songs came on and I was like "Oh it's Ally and AJ!" and Lindsay was like "Erin you watch too much Disney Channel you strange girl." and we both laughed but then Norah started. She was like "Erin you love Disney Channel don't deny it." and I turned around and was like "I love the Suit lif of Zack and Cody. but that's all I watch on there." and she was like "You love Disney channel you weirdo so stop being a freak" and kept on saying it. I was like "Norah! Stop okay?! You like it too, that's what you watch when I come over alright? So just stop!" and she looked down at the floor and kept whispering to herself.
I hate my school. I hate the people in it. I just want to go to public school, I don't care if I'm not helped personally or if we don't get the best education. Notre Dame Highschool sucks wang and the education sucks bigger wang. Everyone that goes there is so ******** two faced it's not even funny. I hate it there, I just want to leave. But mom and dad don't belive us, I'm sure that'll be changing soon enough. I'm still upset but thank god it's friday. Manda's going to a concert and dad's going with her. I'm staying home with Addy which should be a quiet night for me. At least I'll be left alone to sort out some things that need to be taken care of. I just want to cry...
