Taylor loves me,
But lately I have been having anxiety issues.
What if he turns out to be like all the other guys in my school?
What if hes just leading me this far along because he wants only one thing?
What if he wants me to crave having sex with him so that he can finally leave the ugly black girl?
What would I do then?
Would I die?
Would he even care if I did?
I know he loves me because I know he wouldn't ever want to hurt me.....
But what if he would?
I trust him I just don't want to end up like the other girls in my school that thought they had the right guy and at the last minute when they get what they want from the girls they end up dumped.
Thats happend to many times before...
Its a good thing I can trust that Taylor wouldn't hurt me...
Besides, why would he waist his time trying to hurt me?
And hes had many chances to violate me or to ask me if we could do it and he had passed them all up.
He must really love me.
Nothing to worry about here.
Or is there?
(xD Im only kidding Taylor!I know your reading this xD)
 sarafina_star13 · Tue Jan 11, 2011 @ 10:03pm · 0 Comments |
