Journals are supposed to be what you did in the day right?
Well.. today., I hung out with my friends Kristen and we went to the mall and saw a movie and then... I went home. And guess what I found in my front yard! (No not some waffles... :])
I saw a moving sign... "For sale!" Written in big red letters. It's mocking me. I hate this... >.< I hate moving
it ruined my day
I mean I have lived in this house my whole life and I finally found someone who could be a potential boyfriend and then
BAM
"Hey Carly, we're moving! Aren't you excited...?"
... No dad I'm not, thanks for asking
I guess this all started a few years back when my mom got addicted to oxicotton (I seriously doubt thats how you spell it but... I tried)
and we had to send her to Rehab because she was overdosing and that costed like a hell of a lot of money and yeah...
thenMy dad started to let go of his love for her and just let her fall alone. I mean who wants to fall? Alone.. alone and falling forever in a cave of darkness. Then they started argueing and she almost commit suicide... yeaaaaah it was that serious
and everyday was a challenge for her not to go and run into a brick wall.
Then my dad gave her the divorce papers and that just tore her heart up. Then she went and shop lifted.... she couldn't stop lying
And then she went to jail, for not only shoplifting but things a lot worse.... I can't even fathom why but it's not me your dealing with. Now she lies every five seconds.... and she can't control it! Soon after that we got in the car crash... .that was just a mess beyond return and I can't go back. The screaming is just drilled into my head. I hate it... I really do. But who am I to complain? Just another 14 year old girl on the earth with nothing to do except get on the internet and cry about her life...
Every day is a challenge now... and I hate it... I just--
I can't do this anymore....
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Heart broken and forever will be...
Carly H.
 Intoxicated Galaxies · Wed Jun 02, 2010 @ 03:48am · 0 Comments |
