I’m tired of this s**t. I’m tired of life as it is. I don’t want to suffer any more. I need to slit my throat to make this pain to go away. My heart wants to be stab into a million pieces. Cut my tongue open while slowly chemicals run through my body. I need to be in a long sleep forever deep into the darkness. Lots of needle piercing though as I’ll smoke to fill my lunges with cancer as I please. Take me away. I’ll do it myself if you can’t take me away from my pain. Tired of the s**t in my ******** up family is putting me through. I’ll slit every part of my wrists so I can bleed until I die and never come back.
The fact I’ve to be put up with their s**t any longer. I’m done my life is over now I’m ending it. I don’t want this ******** s**t any longer. I’m tired I want this pain to end. My heart and mind can’t take any more of this. Tired of being treated like s**t this way from everyone in this god forsaken house I live in. I can’t keep it up with this s**t at all. I want to die right now and put a ******** gun towards my head and blow my brains out since my mother thinks I’ve no brain. My sisters don’t care at all no one in the house doesn’t watch me as I slowly cut my wrist as I bleed in agony like they want me to do. I want 2 say good bye to everyone because I’m not coming back ever.
 Lilia BlackHeart · Sun Jan 17, 2010 @ 06:34pm · 0 Comments |
