WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????? WHY? does it always have to be me? DOES IT? stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed i dont know if i should live anymore or not. i have ******** great friends and an amazing boyfriend but i dont realy see who will miss me in the end. ill just be another memory...
'im glad she is gone' 'wow she was annoying' 'finaly'
that is all im going to get from the people at the school...
'who?' 'weirdo' 'freak'
i cant keep living like i actually want to be breathing. i dont want to. i love my boyfriend and my friends more than anything... but idk if i can keep up this act of life. thats all it is to me. every smile is forced. every laugh is lige dragging razors through me. im so past help all you can do is watch now as i slip out of your grasps and fall away.
MadameX_XLust · Tue Nov 24, 2009 @ 11:32pm · 0 Comments |