August of 2008!
"But still...he was a really amazing Chinese diver named Huo Liang...and he was SOOOO CUTEEEE! Especially when he did the handstand dive xD
I had a dream I was hugging a cute Asian guy and then Jack walked in and made fun of meh D:"
XDD
"Then lunch...and I have Terry, Kuma-Chang, Krista, Sean, Sarah, and Holly in there so that'll be fun biggrin " Notice I didn't list Travis...I guess he didn't sit at our table yet but either way I s...till didn't talk to him much yet...ha, it's so weird to think about! XD
This was such an eventful year, like seriously. The most important year of my life: April to November of 2008. I count that as a year, because that's when everything happened. My huge transition period to where I am now.
I feel so nostalgic. Where was I at this time last year?
Some stuff I didn't record. I remember last April (200 cool . I was getting all outgoing and making a bajillion more friends. I was a little boycrazy. I mean, cause I refused to give into my hormones until about that year. It was kinda funny. I still tried to deny them, but you could tell I was losing. xD
May was a good month. I was starting to slide into my long phase of complete euphoria that lasted all summer. I did the stupid little Gaia prom and had a blast at it. xD I became a lot more open and began confiding in people and finding kindred spirits :3 I had lots of support and I hope I was giving support in return ^_^
June was spent getting to know people. I was at my dad's, and I was completely happy most of the time. July I went home. It was a little rough, getting used to being alone again most of the time. Then near the end of July, I felt like I could never be sad again.
The beginning of August was spent with color guard. I was forced to face my hormones again. Lots of confusion involved with that. razz Pool party was sweet. smile Oh and I met some random dorky kid who plays the trombone. ^^
I'll stop there, because it's only August now. smile I just read something I wrote a few days ago last year (http://www.gaiaonline.com/journal/journal.php?mode=view&post_id=22369919&u=8164802), and it makes me angry because I can't remember exactly what triggered it. I did a little investigating and I know what it is. August 19...very sucky day. One part of my life just went downhill from there. But hey, everything else was going uphill. It's so funny to read my journals and see the conflict there, where one small part of me is feeling terrible and yet I'm sooooo super happy like all the time. hahaha, it doesn't make any sense.
I'm trying to remember why I wrote this one.
http://www.gaiaonline.com/journal/journal.php?mode=view&post_id=22484277&u=8164802
It's pretty insane. XD
I remember what happened on the 27th. I hung out with a friend and for some reason I was really easily ticked off and started going off on people. XD Like there were tons of desperate people everywhere, and it bothered me more than usual. And then there was this chick who was all looking down on everybody and I was like "wtf is your problem?" Then this dude came on and was like "oh I hacked somebody" and I just kinda snapped and went off on him. xD My friend was like "Shut up, do you want him to hack you?" and started getting all scared. Hahaha, I was angry then but it's hilarious to think about now. :3 They changed their avatar to look all noobish and I thought they'd been hacked, but it turns out they were trying to look less hack-able and they were back to normal in the end.
http://www.gaiaonline.com/journal/journal.php?mode=view&post_id=22497363&u=8164802
Hahaha. I love looking back over the year. It's amazing how different everything is. EVERYTHING. Like forizzle.
 LadyAlisyn · Sat Aug 29, 2009 @ 05:37pm · 0 Comments |
