So this morning...yeah...I think...I think our goal has been reached! Strange green discharge and massive munchies...I mean like unending munchies! And it makes me crave things I don't eat...like napkins - dear lord I'm becoming like Cyris, eating something just because I can get it into my mouth! With an appetite like that, I don't think I can hide this from anyone!
I went to see Sara and she said it wasn't a "space disease" and there was something...something that couldn't be seen through the X-Ray in there! I'm sure it isn't a tumor, I think Sara would have figured that out soon enough and I can't think of anything else it could be. Poor girl, this must have been so weird for her! I wonder how many cases like this she's had to deal with before...minus the alien part of course?
Now...I gotta break the news to two important people here - Cyris, cause he's the daddy and Chris, cause I don't want to get in trouble. I'll worry about telling Papa when I see him... I hope Cyris takes this ok...I wonder what it'll do for him? Some people get really weird when they find things out like that. Oh...man...Chris is going to be pissed...I wonder what he's going to do? I hope he doesn't court martial me...or kick me out or make me leave...I'm having fun here. Besides I can't go home home yet...Papa is still on the run. I can't go home until he can stop running... That's going to be fun...Papa is not gonna like this...I mean, he might be happy to be a grand-papa, but I don't think he wants an alien grand-child. Oh well, he's going to have to deal with it. I'll tell him, maybe if he didn't get rid of that other boy I went out with back in school, maybe I wouldn't have had to turn to Cyris...though...hehe...I wouldn't tell him, I'd drop that human boy like a hot potato when I saw Cyris anyway...There's just something alluring about Cyris. Maybe it's his innocent child-like behavior...or his face or...naked time...I don't know, I can't explain it. It just is. I hope Papa doesn't try to hurt Cyris...or this...baby. I won't forgive him if he does. I'm not a baby no more, I can make my own choices. Papa's little girl has grown up and has free will. Eck. I'm thinking about this too much. Maybe Papa will be happy? Wouldn't that be weird? If he was actually happy about this? At hand though, I still have to deal with Chris. I don't know how Chris will react...he didn't seem happy at all, so this is going to be fun.
Hmm...I'll talk to Cyris first. He needs to understand he has responsibilities now. After that, I want to go talk to those Space boys and see if they know anything useful...as scary as it would be, maybe one of their doctors could help Sara out? After we sort that out, and get somethings settled and confirmed, I'll talk to Chris. Maybe he'll be cooled down later? I'm going to have to ask him for a bigger fridge...I hope me and Cyris don't end up eating all the food on board before we get home!
Ooo if all goes well, do I get a baby shower?...Oh my and a name...it's going to need a name...and how am I going to find out what gender it is? I want to know before it's born so I can get stuff ready! Ack! Is Cyris going to want to help with picking a name? This is going to be so weird! What happens if I have it in space? I wonder how far along I am? Is it being alien going to speed up or slow down the process? Would it be better if I had it back home? But, then again, they might not let me leave either and I can't just abandon everyone here! Besides, I love my job now. Will Cyris help take care of it? Is it going to eat as much as Cyris does? I guess we can use the spare room that was supposed to be for Cyris before he slept in my bed for the baby if I do have it in space...Does anyone on this ship know how to sew? Baby will need clothes...If it happens back on Earth, I'm going to need to go shopping...big time. Ahhhhh! So many things to get prepared!!!
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