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why do i feel this way...? i love my bf very very much, but i feel lonely. i feel like i'm being neglected but i know that he's not doing that. he doesn't feel like talking lately and i'm fine with that...but i feel like i did something wrong to make him not want to talk to me. i feel like if this keeps up i'm gonna have to break up with him...i hope that i never have to do that because i love him with all my heart! i would even die just for him, or even take a bullet for him. i wouldn't be able to live without him. id rather die. want us to be together forever but...if i dont stop feeling this way i think it would be best for him not to be around me. i know that i might start cutting again without him...it's only because of him that i stopped. crying sad neutral cry confused i hope we never break up...i love you baby...