I've got this weird feeling... it happens when i think about the future, about life where i don't get to see my bff in person, about certain ppl who shall not be named, about getting older. I don't like it very much... it gives me goose bumps and i get cold no matter where i am. I realized know that when i was a little kid, i wanted to be an adult so i could do whatever i wanted... now i don't even want to...I don't want to leave middle school... i have so many things i want to do... And i am also having issues with my appearance.... i hate the way i look... the only thing i like about the way i look is my hair color... and it doesn't help when ppl point out the things you don't like about yourself... i'm not the kind of person who goes up to someone and says " You're ugly and you know it" i hate ppl like that.... i mean i don't care about looks... if anything i'd rather look ugly and have a great personality then be pretty but a b***h... i gtg but i hope someone reads this and changes there perspective on some ppl... i just want this message to get across to someone... crying heart crying emo rolleyes
 SincerelyHales · Wed May 20, 2009 @ 06:13am · 1 Comments |
