I can still see your smiling face, It releases all your inner grace. Though your outside is torn, Your heart is big and open to keep me warm. I wanted to tell you what I saw, But now its too late, and your forever lost. You wandered into the back of my mind, And ever since then, I've been just fine. Never turning back, to what i never knew, Not missing, forgetting, all my thoughts of you. What I'd hoped for, its just my fantasy, There never was and never will be, a you and me. Everything I saw in you, it was all fake. Thinking I loved you, was my mistake. Its slowly healing, the wound you left in my heart. But this empty feeling, keeps tearing it back apart. As I watch the pouring rain smuther the dirt, I remember when I could feel no hurt. I was young then and the world around me, was a beautiful place, But now I know its just a hard slap in the face. Inside I am screaming to find my way out, But that escape is being blocked by all of my doubt. There is no longer a solitude where I can hide, My only way out, is S U I C I D E.
F r u i t y Flatulence · Wed Apr 08, 2009 @ 12:15am · 0 Comments |