This is my journal. My mom just left yesterday... She threatened my [step]dads life and when he was adamant she left...I'm sure she's just blowing off steam at my great-grandmothers house and will be back soon, but she has left me damaged none the less...
ps. I seriously contemplated suicide...just to get back at her. How welcoming death just then... How she would have felt to know she drove me there. I only called my friend Hailey to tell and she told me not to. I'm not sure if I would've done it anyway but thanks Hailey.
Victus Lucifer · Mon Mar 23, 2009 @ 03:27pm · 0 Comments |