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I know I've just posted, but alot has happened in the last 10 to 15 mins. My sister came out, she wanted to check her email, (its 12 something in the morning btw). She put on the 'feel sorry for me act'. I chewed her out cause she was complaining she hasn't heard about her melbourne uni audidition results. Her VCE score was 3 short of what she needed for any of her chosen subjects. I told her off for feeling sorry for herself and if she really wanted a certain course there are other ways in, yes they where hard and she'd have to work for them, perhaps move for awhile, she wouldn't have a bar or it. then she insults my enter score likes its that crummy. Least I get A's and B's now. I told her if she stops living its just going to get harder. I told her that if she wants something bad enough that where's theres a will there s a way, she said and i quote ' I've got no will'. So i yelledat herm then just give up and stop mooping about cause she's bringing everybody else down with her, and after a whole year of simpathy, we are out of patience and tired. She won't take her meds, she won't help her self, If she doesn't get her own way, she expects us to feel sorry for her and give in, well i'm SORRY, but this family has four members and we don't answer to her! Mum works really hard and is quite unwell, she has worked her entire life, a single parent since i was five. No help, no support, we got everything we needed and a bit more, as much as possiable. I can not complain, none of us can. She is a slefish, greedy, and sometimes heartless b***h. I just wished she could see how much she hurts mum, hurst all of us. All we have is each other. Her bf is bad news, i won't go into that now but lets just say disrespectful is the first thing that pops to mind when thinking about him. Stacey is spoilt, she gets the expensive music lessons, the nice clothes, she got to go to the nice school, have the parties, have the friends, and she says she wants to end it all that she doesn't want to live, i told her she didn'tr mean it, she tells me she does want to live, just not this life. SO we live in a crap shak, so we have things hard sometimes, we do our best! She went to private school, with NICE DECENT teachers for petes sake! its not fair she cries, try helping your mum raise your siblings, living in hami downs, and growing up to fast cause you have to!
 Seraphim2 · Mon Dec 15, 2008 @ 01:49pm · 0 Comments |
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