they say the first one is sapposed to be the purest love..but what if the one you love doesnt feel the same? What if it was all just a huge lie? Something taken from you inreturn for the other ones joy..i guess i shouldnt be thinging about this but i cant help myself..the love i was given was so unpure and tainted by only lust and greed..i still feel i have traided an angel for a devil...I still think to myself..why, why on earth did you do that? What motivated you to want something so used..? I always have to stop myself from laughing or even crying, just knowing that i can honestly never feel the same or love the same as i did..i mean when someone says the word i flinch..when someone tries to help me up i push there hand away and get up by myself..or if someone tries to get too close..i push them away with all my might, I guess impure love tought me something..it tought me how to be slefreliant and only believe in what i can do..Lol its been sutch a long time since i have even gave a seccond glance at that relationship! It makes me feel somewhat happy just to say it pretty much aloud!!
[b:354a5def96]The spirit is willing...Strange but true: I can move things with my mind. Even stranger, but just as true [/b:354a5def96]
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 fractalMonster · Thu Dec 11, 2008 @ 10:39am · 1 Comments |
