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Time to rant.
I usually don't do this . . .
I hate my mother with a passion that burns brighter than 4 suns. She is an unholy b***h most of the time. I am her personal doll and she expects me to fufill her impossible expectations.
Seriously, everything she's asked of me, I've done. Not because I love her, oh, no, but because I figured it will get her off my God damned back.
I wanted nothing more than to be a writer or an actress. Hell, an english teacher!
But no.
Mom wanted me to do this stupid CNA class my Senior year of highschool. I miss out on half of what was supposed to be the best year of my life because I was wiping old people's asses.
Graduated from that on December 12th of 2007.
Now she wants me to be a ******** nurse. Fine, we went and sat through a bunch of boring as hell meetings with the LLCC class arranger dude who informed us the waiting list was 2 years long.
God damnit.
I was not going to spend 2 MORE years of my life trapped in hell with this b***h.
So, now, I'm in a ******** hard program for me to become an RT.
Everything she wanted, I gave to her.
SO NOW SHE BITCHES ABOUT MY GOD DAMNED WEIGHT! She's a cow, and she bitches about MY weight?! WTF?!
I come within 4 seconds of hitting her, decide that no, that wouldn't be the right thing to do. I turn around, go to walk away, and she says I have no willpower.
Oh, no, I have a LOT of willpower, b***h, and you are wearing it ******** thin.
I honestly hate her.
Earlier today, I went and apologized to her.
Told her I was sorry for saying that I hated her.
No, I'm not sorry I said it. You should never feel sorry about telling the truth.
Just here tonight, she made me wear ridiculous heels and an outfit I didn't want to wear, let alone BUY, because she claims that the Christmas Party is going to be filled will people who are dressed up, and what I was wearing was actually dressing-down.
I get there . . .
JEANS
Every nurse was in jeans or scrubs.
I had to explain to them why I was wearing the clothes. They asked me if I was going somewhere AFTER the party.
I'm sick of her s**t and I am really happy that she's leaving for a month. Maybe I can get some peace around this house before I make my move and GTFO.
-sigh-
okay
Rant done . . .
I think . . .
0o
this kind of rant always has new material supplied to it. She's always pulling some stunt, just to be a b***h-troll from hell.
-sigh again-
 Blakaize · Fri Dec 05, 2008 @ 04:13am · 1 Comments |
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