I have always been lonely. I have gone through periods of time when I won't have any friends. But I have never been this isolated before. I've never had people avoid me quite like this, no one will talk to me unless they absolutely have to. I'm losing my grip on reality. I can't keep track of what day it is, when it feels like hours have gone by only a few minutes have. I'm dreading the weekends. And school ends too soon for me yet my classes seem to never end. I've always been by myself but I've always had something...something to do, to keep me distracted. Now I have nothing...and I'm losing my mind. And the most amazing part...no one has noticed but me
Originally written: April 21st 2005
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