********!!!! Ok. Now with that out of my system maybe I can say this clearly. I screwed everything up. I screwed my life up. I screwed a perfect relationship with the one I love up. I screwed everything in my family up. I can't take it anymore. I've lasted almost 2 months with out cutting and its getting to me. I wrote an english paper on cutting. About all the things I feel and what I see and hear and stuff like that. My teacher is going to think I'm crazy. I'm almost crying right now. I just want to start over and see if I could do anything any better. I just made Terry mad and he just signed offline. I screw everything up. Maybe it'd be better if I wasn't here. I don't know. I haven't been thinking logically lately. Hell, I haven't been thinking lately. I don't know. Just ******** it. ******** it all. I have to go get ready to go to my schools play. I'll talk to you later.
"The crimson blood flowing down my wrist is a very refreshing and breathtaking sight."
Sorry had to put it down. Love ya alls. Lata
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