Dai-chan made me walk to her house. It's only a few blocks away, but the thing is that it's so hill-y over here.I almost died.
I'm so tired right now.
It only took like, 20 minutes to get there. But I ran.
And I'm not a very fit person...
haha.
But we talked about a lot of stuff. She's pretty cool.
We called Meiun with my cell phone. I almost fell asleep on the sidewalk..haha.
I got there at like, 6:28-ishpm. Got home at 8pm. She didn't want me to leave. I didn't want to leave either.
It was fun. We did the "Caramel Dansen" and "Hare Hare Yukai" in the street since there were absolutely no cars.
Her little sister Miki, is fricken scary. She couldn't stop bothering me..she even tried to brush my hair.
And remember "I Know Where I Get My Pervertedness From" ?Well yes.
By siblings, rolemodels and anything else inbetween.
TETORA
niisan.
and the "Chinko" cracker.
Funny, isn't he?
I wanted one. But too bad.
It's his.So...odd.
haha.GODD.
I know where I get my perverted-ness from.
Miyabi, the eldest who likes taking pictures of Kei when he's laying on the floor looking up his shorts...(wtf)
Tetora, who's obviously..yes. And talks about se-x. HA. creap.
Chihiro, isn't at all that bad....I think.
Suzu, who likes "bukkake" D: my lorddd. He also threw me off with the whole "AV KEI" I thought "AV" which means "Adult Video". But he means, "A Kei" which is "Akiba Kei" and "V Kei" which is "Visual Kei" So together, "Akiba Visual Kei" :/ "AV Kei" ...that b*****d.
haha.
and I go "both ways". But I'm "uke"...it's odd.
I went with the parents..today....?haha. Yes.
To the cemetary. I got these really nice pictures,
which I took randomly and out of bordem.
But there seems to be a hidden concept in them...
says the mother and step-father
I was born an artist.
Well, the Step-father believes I am an artist, and most likely born to be one. HAHA
My mother on the other hand, thinks...the same.
And so do some others.
But I'm not one to show my art to anyone. I keep it to myself, and laugh at some other person's lame excuse for "art" or "photography"
even though they have no real meaning behind it.
:/ which really pisses me off.
I'm really ...mean(?) when it comes to art.
It has to have a true, meaningful and touching concept behind it, or it's absoulte crap.
Which is why, my crappy random drawings and pictures I discard, regardless if someone likes them.
They claim there's something in them, but I can't see it.
It really really really REALLY pisses me off that I try to make something with a concept, or randomly do something, and I don't see anything in it. I can never see anything. Only others.
But I don't listen to them, regardless.
Whenever I do see anything, it's always in someone else's art.
I feel...empty now. I don't know why.
But I do...and it's really pissing me off.
(there's a mixture of a few weeks old and new pictures here, sorry. lol)
